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typed at 4am, unedited ✧

A 4am playlist: hyperpop, breakcore, and one Deftones song

What I actually listen to at four in the morning, what hyperpop and breakcore even are, and where to start with both.

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How to not look insane on a front-facing camera

Lighting, lens, and angle — the three things that make selfies look bad, and what to do about each without buying a ring light.

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The anime that made everyone like this

The shows that actually shaped the aesthetic, from Lain to Madoka to Bocchi, and what each one did to us.

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Being a girl on voice chat

What actually happens when you unmute in a lobby, why the advice you get is bad, and what genuinely helps.

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Split dye without destroying your hair

The bleach is the damage, not the dye. What split dye actually costs your hair and how to do it without snapping it off.

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What an e-girl actually is, and where it came from

The real origin of the e-girl aesthetic, why it looks the way it does, and how it's different from scene, kawaii and coquette.

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Six clips, no plan: how I actually do my hair

Why hair clips fall out, how many to use, and the placement rule that stops it looking like a school uniform.

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The blush goes higher than you think

Why e-girl blush sits across the nose and up by the eyes, and how to place it so it reads on camera instead of looking like sunburn.

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